I first launched www.mypetfat.com back in late 2003 after I had successfully lost over 100LBS. Simply put my 100LB weight loss success was the result of moving my thoughts more towards health and wellness. Yes I ate better and started exercising more, but behind it all I came to see that it was how my thoughts were serving me, or not, that mattered the most. And every step along the way I was using what has become known as mypetfat as a visual and mental motivator to keep my thoughts right where they needed to be.
So here I am 5 years later, and as best as I can calculate I've lost another 400LBS.
Having lost well over 500LBS I can truly call myself a weight loss success story.
Right... well yes and no...
You see it's true that over the past 5 years I've probably lost well over 500LBS, but as you can see with my weigh in this morning I've also managed to gain back almost 475LBS of what I've lost.

1.01.08 am weigh in FULLY CLOTHED with wallet and cell phone
Let me explain...
For as long as I can remember my weight has been on a roller coaster ride.
Up and down, up and down breaking through 200LBS, 300LBS and I even cracked the 400LB mark right around January 2002.
Being concerened that if I could break 400LBS on the scale, chances were that if I didn't stop what I was doing, by years end I very well could be looking at 500LBS+.
With a new mindset in place and various sizes of mypetfat by my side I managed to lose 100LBS over about a two year period. So with my weight loss success and some encouragement from my family and my friends, I decided to share my story, my thoughts and mypetfat with the world.
So by now you might thinking the same things I'm thinking.
How could someone so successful at losing well over 500LBS gain almost all of it back?
What has been blocking me for most of my life and especially over the past 5 years from once and for all walking my talk, getting to a healthy balanced shape and size once and for all?
Why would or should anyone listen to me about losing weight?
So this morning as I looked at the scale reading out loud and clear 378.2 LBS, I thought what secret, what lesson might be under the surface of what I've learned over the past 5 years that I can discover, apply and share that might be the key to once and for all open the lock to weight loss success first for myself and then possibly for others?
As frustrating and embarrassing as it is to have shared my story with the world over the past 5 years only to be pretty much right back at the place I was before I launched www.mypetfat.com, it became very clear to me this morning as I got on the treadmill for 35 mins. to get the New Year off on the right foot,

that HONESTY very well may be "what's most secret, what's most common" between the millions of us who are frustrated with riding the weight loss roller coaster.
In the sense that if we all started being much more HONEST with ourselves as to why we continually stuggle with our weight I believe we'd all be much more successful in not only getting it off, but keeping it off.
It's not the carbs, it's not the calories, it's not the diet, TRUTH BE TOLD it's our own internal conversations be they positive or negative that keep us from our goals.
So I have only one New Years Resolution this year, and that is to be truly OPEN and HONEST with myself in all that I'm thinking, feeling, eating and exercising.
And in doing so I believe that this time next year not only will I have lost an amazing amount of weight, most important I believe that learning how to become HONEST with myself just very well be the missing key to the life long weight loss success I've been searching for.
I BELIEVE THE TRUTH WILL SET ME FREE!
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